Work work and sweet things [12 days]

Blech I'm back up to 119.5 lbs. I was afraid this is what would happen yesterday, not the third day after my fast. I think I had too many carbs later in the evening that I knew was good for me.  I did end up "baking" a mug cake - I made it cinnamon-y and delicious. I didn't really need it, but I wanted something sweet and it was completely sugar and fat free, so I felt like I could afford it. Especially going out tonight I need to be so good before hand and fasting on Saturday. I needed something sweet to tide me over.

Then I had really bad insomnia - didn't get to sleep until 2:30 and up at 6:30 for work. The only upside of that is that I got a ton of homework done and I turned in my last assignment 11 hours early. I can still do some studying and commenting on the discussion board to eek out a few more participation points, but we'll see how I feel later.

In other news, I got offered 2 freelance gigs yesterday! If they both pan out it could be a nice bit of extra cash to replenish the accounts after traveling.

So, dinner tonight with a girlfriend and then dancing. So far I am being super-duper good at work. I should still have plenty in my calorie allowance for a small meal. The up side is that my friend is tiny. She eats like a bird. In all the times I've hung out with her the most I ever saw her consume was an egg sandwich at starbucks. Literally everything else I've seen her eat at a meal was smaller than that. My plan will be to match her. I'm going to wear some jingly bracelets to remind myself that I'm moving my fork to my mouth, and make them jingle as little as possible. Then, when she's done eating I am done eating. Last time I kept going when she had stopped and felt like a pig.


Also, I want to thank all the ladies commenting on my blog. You make me feel really good about all my hard work. I know that I often fall of the wagon and I appreciate you guys being here for me whether I'm on it or not : )

Aiming to look this good in a bikini.