Today for the second time in less than two weeks I binged and purged. Even as I bought the junk food I knew I shouldn't be wasting my money or putting the calories into my body, but I just didn't care for the length of time it took to purchase and scarf the food down.
Last time it was pie and donuts with lots of coffee. This time peanut butter cups, kit kats, doritos and diet coke.
I don't understand why I can't just stick to a plan. Eat healthy. I know that the other stuff is full of shit that isn't good for my body. I know that throwing it all up later is also not good for my body. So what the fuck? Why do I keep choosing failure?
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