Life Sucks

So I was right and I'm up by more than a pound today. I feel bloated and gross.

I also talked to my friend who went with me on Monday to my audition for moral support. She got in. Yep. She made it and I didn't. What the fuck?

I honestly feel like giving up. What is the point of doing all this work just to have somebody tell you you're not good enough.

If I weren't at work right now I'd be crying in bed with the covers over my head.