Give me something to sing about

So the party on Saturday went fine. I actually ended up having a pretty good time. This guy I dated very shortly 2 years ago was there with out his girlfriend (who hates me for some stupid reason) which made me really sad that the BF wasn't with me. I ended up not eating much at all which made me really happy. I did have a couple of stiff drinks though, but I danced a ton. That with a shorter run earlier in the night and in the end didn't do damage weight-wise. BF and I even had a long talk about him not meeting my friends. He said he's going to make more of an effort.

Sunday I wasn't as good. The BF's parents took us to lunch - I did well not eating up until then, but I ordered a super cheesy entree, and I had some bread at the table. I didn't eat it all at lunch, but ate the rest for supper. I managed to not eat all of the cheese. But, I didn't run like I was supposed to. On Monday I was 123.75. Which made me REALLY happy.

Monday I did great until the night time. I had an audition for a show at 6:30 that went until 10pm. When I was done a friend and I went to get coffee - I ended up with a diet coke, a grilled cheese and fries! I felt horrible. I couldn't sleep at all that night because of the auditions and in the morning I was down again! 122.5. I really don't understand how that happened.

Tuesday went fantastic. I had a healthy breakfast and lunch, and a really small dinner. Then I went for a 4 mile run. The best part, because I had told my boyfriend I was eating, when I went to his place he didn't offer me any food!

The sucky part of my week - I found out Tuesday night when I logged into one of my classes, that I missed the midterm. Yep. Totally forgot to take it. It's been 26 hours since I emailed the prof and she hasn't said anything. I highly doubt she's going to let me take it late. The worst part is that the midterm is the last test. All the rest is projects. But I don't know if I'm doing it right, because I didn't get to take the midterm.

This morning I get an email from my lawyer about some meeting that I told him weeks ago I couldn't make because of work. Thankfully, that got taken care of.

I still haven't found out about my audition which means I didn't get it. This is the second one in 2 months I've choked at. I thought for sure that even if I messed up on the singing, that I'd get the dancing. But apparently I can't even do that

Add all the fucking snow we've been getting - snow that only falls when I'm driving! - and my week is going awesome (sarcasm).

To top it all off - I gave in and had fast food for dinner and popcorn when I was watching tv tonight. All my hard work for the past few days gone. I was 121.5 when I woke up today. I know I'll be back up tomorrow. I just know it and I'm so mad at myself because of it!