feeling crappy

For no reason in particular. I just feel really down right now. I am stuck in the house w/ my mom and her husband. I was actually going to be productive today and do the dishes, but just as I was about to start the husband walked into the kitchen to have one of his super disgusting meals. I mean seriously, the man eats spam and butter on bagels. I've seen him eat butter out of the container. I've seen him open 3 different flavored cans of soup and put them all together in a bowl and microwave them - and I'm not talking combining chicken noodle w/ chicken n' stars. I've also come home to the smell of boiled brussell sprouts. It's amazing that I can even eat at all around here.

Needless to say that I didn't do the dishes.

I want to talk to my BF. He always cheers me up, he makes me feel amazing and loved, and I always laugh when we are talking. But I don't have a working telephone. My iPhone died two months ago and a friend is trying to fix it - or says he is and has had it for 2 months. My back up phone died while I was on vacation. All I want to do right now is text my boyfriend. And I can't. It sucks.

So, I'm online instead, reading blogs and feeling fat and miserable.

Today's eats:

200 Oatmeal
50 blueberries and honey
50 coffee w/ cream and sugar
350 Sandwich
100 grapes and berries
250 chilli
135 whole wheat tortilla
100 banana cake

1235 total

Exercise:
-145 ran 1 mile
-60 walk 1 mile

I don't really expect to be down tomorrow. Funny enough this is because I haven't had a crap all day. (Funny because of my title, which I didn't even plan to be tied in). I just know that if I could poop, I'd not only feel better, but lighter. The problem is I really hate laxatives. The last time I took 3 at once and had horrible stomach cramps at work. I also read somewhere that if you take them too often your body will forget how to crap on it's own. So, I'm considering having some metamucil, but a) that's 40 calories and b) that man is still in my kitchen. :P

I think I'll just go to bed feeling sorry for myself and see how that goes.