I will not binge, I will not binge, I will not binge....

Tonight has been really difficult. I did great keeping to my calorie limit, but I am currently going stir crazy in my house. I know I didn't eat a big enough lunch, so that I was really hungry for dinner which I ate too fast. It left me a lot of time to be bored. I thought that the BF was going to come over around dinner time and then I would be going out later to dance with a friend of mine. But BF kept delaying when he was coming over. I should have done my 30 Day Shred, but I didn't think I had time. So I was just pacing and opening the cupboard and refrigerator - thankfully, there are NO binge foods in the house : ) but there is plenty of regular food I would still like to eat. Eventually I did start cleaning the house which was a good distraction. Then the BF came over for a little while - good sex was another distraction. But he's gone, and my friend went out dancing with out me since I was too busy having sex to pick up my or even hear my phone, so here I am still thinking about food. It was all I could do to get online and blog instead of open up a new box of granola bars.

I am going to spend 5 minutes of food porn, then planning tomorrows calories, and then I am going to bed, I can't eat if I'm sleeping.