The Same

I was hovering right between 123.25 and 123.5 this morning. I know that I weighed myself later in the day that normal though. So I'm counting it as the same as yesterday.

Today's plan was to exercise in the AM eat breakfast, take half an adderall to focus on homework followed by my halloween costume if I had time before this stupid event.  I call it stupid because I have to be there at 5pm, we sing ONE song at 7pm, and then we get to mingle. It's a big deal for the chior, but I'm all like "I have better things to do with my time!!"

Unfortunately that did not happen. I got up at 8:30 only to find bloody diarreah from Black Kitty on floor outside her litter box. So I was at the vet with the stool sample (they said they needed that not the cat because she's acting normally) by 9:30, there until 10:30 am. They gave me an antibiotic for her. So now I have two cats that I have to give pills too once a day - it is not fun!

Since the vet is near the BF I took him out for birthday brunch. The waitress was trying to sell us on vanilla custard texas french toast. I was seriously close to ordering it, that or the cream cheese raisin bread french toast. But I didn't. I stuck to a normal 2 eggs (poached) toast and bread and a fruit cup.  I ate less than half of the potatoes. Which is a big deal for me, but I was starting to get full and I made myself stop! Yay to progress!

Then we went to a farmers market and walked around a bit before I had to come home to do homework - which I am obviously still avoiding - and no adderall today since I've only got about an hour to work, then workout before being at my concert. I don't know why I'm nervous to work out with adderall - I just imagine my heart rate speeding up and exploding.  I still need to put together my costume. I have the pattern cut out, but it needs to be sewn. I am hoping I can do that tomorrow. I was going to take the BF for a couples massage for his birthday but there are no appointments this weekend - which for me is a good thing so I can get other work done.

I fucked up yesterday and ended up having two cookies. I was so close to 72 hours with out sugar. And the terrible thing is it was almost automatic. They were in the staff lounge and when I was on break there they were so I grabbed one and ate it. That's when I realized - shit, I'm not eating sugar any more. I had a second one cuz I figured I might as well, since they fit into my calorie budget.

Tonight we also have a party to go to after my concert. But I've only hit about 700 or 800 calories today. I figure I can work out and keep my cals pretty low the rest of the evening. Then I'm going dancing after the party so - I think it will all come out good. If I can stay in tomorrow, and not eat out, I should have a good weekend for once!!

Okay - homework time for real now.