I have ballooned since I left for Jamaica. Not only did I eat alot when I was there, I had some sort of weird allergic reaction to either my severe sunburn or the 20+ mosquito bites I got and I swelled up. Then I was so miserable since I got home, I've been binging ever since. Some of my clothes don't really fit that well right now. I look pregnant in some of them, and even my face looks fat it's that bad.
My sunburn has been so bad that I haven't worked out since my first day in Jamaica either. I missed out SPF right under my bikini top which makes wearing any kind of bra pure torment.
{sigh}
I don't know whats wrong with me and the amount I've been binging on lately. Every night I say this is it, tomorrow is a fresh start you're not doing this anymore. But every day I end up making more food, buying more junk. I spent the entire weekend sprawled in front of the tv eating. I didn't get any homework done, no cleaning, no laundry. My suitcase is still packed and I've been home long enough that I should be back into my routine. The BF says that if I am going to go into a funk every time I go on vacation he's not taking me anywhere anymore :)
People are starting to post their vacation pictures on snapfish and facebook now that we've been home a little while. We were their for a couple of friends getting married so we hung out with them, their family and friends all week. One goofy picture of my BF and I on a gazebo by the beach got a comment from his friend on facebook "I don't believe you could ever get a girl that hot!" It made me ridiculously happy. I did look skinny in that photo. But, you can see in other photos as the day progresses that I am starting to swell. The pictures from the first few days though I liked, despite the sunburn.
I liked being that skinny. I have to remember that. I guess I have to start buying into the whole "nothing tastes as good as thin feels." If only I could remember that in the face of krispy kremes, sugar cookies, and taco bell.
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| Yeah Right! Maybe if 1 taco was all she ate all day. |
4 comments:
Look at it this way... At least you wont be a fat bride..
You will get on track and the new cloths will be too big in no time..
Sorry to hear you got off track. That really stinks. You definitely have the will power to start up again. You did so well leading up to that vacation. When you get mad enough you will...that's how it's always been with me. Hope your vaca was fun despite that nasty burn.
I'm jealous of your vacay, although I can't definitely relate to "falling off the wagon" when I'm on vacations. You just have to put your foot down and make a commitment to get yourself back in track because each day that passes makes it that much harder to get back on track. You can do it!
BtW, that photo is hilarious lol
Don't worry, I know you'll get back on track! We all go through rough times. Good luck to you :)
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