Why does my body like this number so fucking much? It was that yesterday, and again today. I can gain and I can drop and a few days later, back to 121. It's frustrating. It used to like 116. I could go up 2 lbs or down 3, but it would always come back to 116. I want that again!

I know that yesterday wasn't the best eating day in the world. I had a brownie, and small hot chocolate, and some chocolate ice cream, for probably 300 calories. But I still should have been around 1300 all together.

I didn't exercise either because my left arm and shoulder were killing me. Left over from Sunday's stupid pull ups. I think I may have over done it, or pulled something. It even hurt to sleep on : (

And now I'm supposed to go out to lunch with a girlfriend of mine. I'm really not looking forward to it. Not because I don't want to see her. But I usually cave at restaurants and have what I want and not what I should. She's going to let me pick though, so I am going go online and figure out what I can have at some near by places that will be really low calorie.

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