Post Valentine's Day Post

Up today, only by 1/2 pound, (123.74) but still. I knew I didn't do well yesterday. I ate way to much candy, a couple slices of pizza (damn cheese!), and I ate too late at night. I think I can get it back down today with alot of water, good eats, and a cardio workout. I am seriously sore from yesterday's Ripped in 30. My arms in particular. But that's good, I need my muscle definition back.

So, I was thinking that I was going to have to email my BF yesterday about depositing a check for him and adding a Happy Valentine's P.S. to it, because I honestly didn't think he was going to realize/remember. I mean, hello, he's hiking through jungles and seeing baboons and shit. And despite what I said yesterday about valentine's day and flowers, I was missing him and was secretly disappointed that he hadn't set something up ahead of time, or emailed me or something. But I wasn't letting on.

Then, 2:30 rolls around, I had not been back from lunch for very long when a guy comes in with a huge thing of roses. Looks around and says "Seeking Something Else?" 

All the way from Africa (the BF, not the roses) he had remembered. Not only was it awesome to have them come to work. But he had dictated the sweetest card. Obviously, it was intended to address our fight the other day. It basically read that where ever he goes I am always with him - though it was more eloquent than that. So, once again, the BF made me cry at work - this time it was happy tears.

Then, to my surprise, he was online! He had not had internet access in the last place he was at and he uses skype to call me, so I hadn't heard from him since Friday.  We ended up IMing instead of calling since I was at work and my boss was around.  It was nice to be able to thank him for the flowers right there. Though it is still really hard to hear about all the cool stuff he is doing while he's away. Especially since I'm stuck with the "same-old-same-old." I wish I could stop procrastinating on the job search. Because if I was interviewing and looking for a new place to live, that would help alot.

It was really funny because my boss told me she had been expecting them to deliver flowers all day. She had more faith in my BF than I did! I guess I really should have known. I don't know why I always expect the worst.