The good news first. I think my interview went well. They are still interviewing people this week so I won't know for awhile if I made it to round 2.
My race was this weekend and I finished with a pace of 9:56 per mile. Which was my goal - under 10minutes per mile. I ran the whole thing, too which was quite an accomplishment considering I spent the last week not training due to unforeseen circumstances.
The bad news - the BFs car broke down this weekend. I had to get a rental car and I'm out $200 a week until his gets fixed or I can find new wheels.
Because my car is totaled. It can't be fixed. It's dead and gone. And I want to cry about it. I know it's just a car. But when I bought that car I thought this is one that will last forever. It's youthful looking, but responsible and big enough for car seats and kids someday.
On top of all that... while I was dealing with the car and the interview, the BF was dealing with a shit storm at work. There is a very real possibility that he is being, or has been fired, while I type this. There is no way of knowing if he'll get another job in the city. Which sucks, because I don't know what that would mean for us. Do I pick up and move with him again? We both have apartment leases here until April. I know he doesn't want to move, but who knows what will happen if he needs a new job.
It's ridiculously frustrating and it all came on us in the course of a couple days. Then we both had to sit and wait out the weekend to find anything out. Life just really sucks right now.
I know I have been bad about responding to everyone's comments. But I do read all of them, and I appreciate you all thinking about me and being so encouraging. It totally helps, considering right now I'd like to bury my head in the sand for a few weeks.
2 comments:
Glad your interview went well.. And I hope you get the job..
Even if your BF loses the job and you might want to move, having a job you like would be good thing. April is still months away..
Do you want to move with him again if he moves? and if you do, are you going to stay in your own place, or move in with him?
I really don't know what I would do.. But I guess if my I saw my future with the guy I am with I would consider moving (again)..
I hope things get better soon hon - hang in there!
It does sound like things went from bad to worse. What awful luck and how stressful everything is. I hope your BF doesn't loose his job. Hopefully, the bad stuff is on it's way out. You deserve some good news. Take Care.
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