Tailgating on Saturday. I swear I walked at least 4 miles around campus trying to find the damn party. I was so sore the next day it was ridiculous. But, then I drank all day - 3 hard lemonades, 3 pudding shots (yum!), and half a beer. Plus an egg sandwich on a bagel for breakfast then pizza and cookies at the party.
Needless to say the scale is going nowhere fast.
I do want to re-commit though. And sad to say, as much as I'd like to go the "healthy" route. It just doesn't seem to work for me. I think that diet pills and restriction are going to be the name of the game until I leave for Asia. Hopefully there the food will be so different and I'll be walking so much I won't gain while there.
I've also got to recommit to exercise. I just have to tell myself that it's not a choice. I found a couple of pictures when I was at my lowest weight and looked really good. I was dancing all the time then even though I worked full time. Of course I didn't have boyfriend then either. But that's what I want again. I need to remember what that was like and how I ate then... I may post the pictures here for motivation.
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I know. It's SO HARD to find a middle ground between feast and famine and stay there. It's easier to be all or nothing. Well, I hope you get back on track soon the way you want.
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