Failure

I feel like such a failure right now.

After doing so well before and while I was sick - I have gained it all back. From being below 120 I've gone up to 122.75!!! That's 3 pounds.

I know weight can fluctuate 3 pounds with just water, but I know it's because I have been eating too much and not exercising. This is the second day I've told myself I would exercise and I haven't.

Where did my motivation go? Where did I misplace my will power? I want them back.